I Count

TEXT: SANNA HOGMAN/GORDON CALLEJA

MUSIK: SANNA HOGMAN

 

You are silent when I want to talk

about things that are going on in my head

but you say you’d rather take a walk

and you leave me alone in my bed

I want to see though frost walls into your mind

I want to wrap my soul around your sighs

I want to walk the gardens of your heart

want to smell the fears you cannot hide

I want to walk by your side through the night

 

There have been many other nights like this

and there have been many many tears

why can’t I remember our last kiss

why cant I feel you when you are here

 

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I count every step I take

I count to get closer to the future

because the future is keeping me awake ///

 

Flowers will not make me reach you

not even memories we bled

but I long I so long for us to be true

but I know that my road lies ahead